Letting Out Everything!

So for a few months I've been holding a grudge against my ex-boyfriend's new girlfriend. But now, I have a wonderful new boyfriend that grudge faded away. In the past I had unfriended her and blocked her on Facebook. I want to start fresh, so I sent her a friend request and of course she tells him. He texted me asking why I sent the request. He is one of those people who don’t understand what cheating is. When I tried to explain to him what cheating means (going out and doing stuff with another person of interest without the significant other knowing) but he said "if the other person doesn't know it’s okay." DUDE THAT'S CHEATING! His response to that was "No it’s not. It's okay as long as the other person doesn't know." Isn't that what I just said?? What planet are you from?? *Face Palm*

    Anyway, my new awesome boyfriend is a close friend of my ex's. My current boyfriend said that I should tell my ex that we're dating. I didn't want to but I did. And wow my ex is a big hypocrite who is also in a long distance relationship told me that my current boyfriend wouldn't have time for me because of the medical program at our college (going to the same college). What made him a hypocrite was when he said it wouldn't work out because it’s a long distance relationship (THE FUCK?). First off, he doesn't know the facts. The fact is that my boyfriend and I are going to be attending the same school. He gets things done quickly and he will make time for me. My ex is such a douche! He still tries to manipulate me and it’s about 3 years since we broke up! I wanted to cut off communication with him but he insisted that we keep being friends. What a mistake that was!

    He doesn’t want me talking his girlfriend because it would cost his relationship if she knows we talked… (His girlfriend is a few years older than him so I guess I understand why he’s afraid… she’s also crazy.) I dislike her but stopped holding a grudge on her. So after his text message, it turned into a small argument/discussion. I’m upset but I don’t want to bother my boyfriend because he just graduated high school today. By the way my boyfriend and I are 2 years apart. I’m almost 20 as of this post. He turned 18 in April. It might seem weird but he’s a very smart and the sweetest awkward guy I ever met. Haha. He knows a lot of random facts and he is really romantic… Guess what he likes? Poetry! haha. Makes sense right? Well letting all this off of my chest makes me feel way better. I think I’m happy, but I wish my boyfriend would give me a hug right now (He loves to give hugs).

Thank you for your time to read my feelings! Ciao!